Letra Playing to lose Deviates

Playing to lose

You can't find it, but i know you will, it hurts me & kills me to feel your hell
You find comfort that you'd like to share you find you're not
Alone and now you like it here, i never thought I'd see today,
I never thought I'd see you this way, tell me everything's gonna be ok,
I see that look in your eyes and i know you're lying, i feel the flames
& they warm me , i feel the burn & it reminds me that my well has
Run dry & I'm empty inside. too much is not enough, you've learned
Too late, when you were sure to lose, you raced to the game
And now in a scene where you get happy rejected, i find a friend
Who is starved for acceptance. i never thought I'd see today, i never
Thought I'd see you this way, tell me everything's gonna be ok,
I see that look in your eyes and i know I'm lying. running from your past,
You're blind at the present and all your plan have sold you out
You're looking for solutions, never looking forward, falling
Faster than before, i can't believe a word that's said
And now i know you know you're lying to yourself
Your lies are hanging you, you're hanging you, stop blaming someone else