Letra I remember Deviates

I remember

When i think of my youth, i don't remember you, you weren't there
You didn't care, you still don't care, you never cared if i did, but i don't
It was a dream i had no choice, i couldn't scream i had no voice
To say or do anything, i was all alone and the hate did grow
And i remember what it's like to be different, a constant fight, ya, i remember
You couldn't see no you couldn't feel, wake up from the dream just to find it's real, yeah i remember
My mind was full of hate, my heart was empty i couldn't take it
It was your choice to leave, i hated you, did you hate me?
A fight for custody, over me, a piece of property, just filled me w/ confusion
Empty thoughts, anger & illusions.
Do you remember me, that whining kid, that crying baby
The hate has evolved, problem solved, you don't exist, it's all your fault
Yeah i remember what it's like to be a kid, that's not my life
You're nothing to me, you never were, that's pretty lame
I guess that's just the way it goes... but i remember