Letra Would have known Z-Ro

Would have known

Yeah, now you hate it here
I bet you can't even figure out how you made it here
Told you I was thinkin' 'bout doin' this, I made it clear
All my friends, enemies, baby mamas and babies here
Would you have treated me any better if you had known?
I came back every now and then to see if you had grown
All for you and none for me, that's just what you had shown
I saw standin' right there next to me, but you had gone (Damn)
Took a piece of me with you and that's what had me stressin'
Had be questionin' God like, was He barely blessin'? (Forgive me, God)
Couldn't see myself without you, so I did somethin' I can't undo
Now somebody gotta prepare a reverend (Forgive me, God)
I really hope it's brother Adams, though, I love him (My preacher)
For forty-seven years, I never put a man above him (My preacher)
I guess I'm headed straight to Hell, my niggas
Screamin', "Damn," I done failed my niggas (I done failed my niggas)
But if you would've known

If you would've known that I would be gone
Would we have did the shit we did a little longer?
And you would've known I tried to hold on
You should've rocked with me a little fuckin' stronger
If you would've known
Are they sayin' R.I.P. me? (Ayy, ayy)
Damn, they sayin' R.I.P. me (Ayy, ayy)

Listen, I think my heart was too big, it was always bein' broken
Tried not to hear all the negativity bein' spoken
Couldn't warm up to me, you was too busy bein' frozen
And I guess I wasn't focused enough to thaw you out (My bad)
Mindin' my business, a couple of times, I saw you out
Damn, she look good, wanted to fuck on you and jaw you out
Was waitin' on that random text, "Baby, are you out?" (Are you out?)
But it never game (Never game), now I am forever changed (Forever changed)
Would've made a better decision, I had a better brain
Maybe I was high, I should've been smokin' the better strain
Son was callin' me bro, he couldn't find a better name
Hadn't seen my daughters, my baby mamas would never change
It's that Big Pokey over there? This got my head shakin' (What up, homie?)
He wanted to know if Kee still hatin' on straight leg bacon (Haha)
Next thing I remember is you over my bed prayin'
Then there was a text thread sayin' that, "If you would've known"

If you would've known that I would be gone
Would we have did the shit we did a little longer?
And you would've known I tried to hold on
You should've rocked with me a little fuckin' stronger
If you would've known
Are they sayin' R.I.P. me? (Ayy, ayy)
Damn, they sayin' R.I.P. me (Ayy, ayy)

Would you?