Letra See:sick Heart To Heart

See:sick

I need to open up.
I need to get this off of my chest.
The guilt in my stomach,
Regret on my breath.
It still makes me sick
Thinking about what I did.
You didn't deserve this.
I wasn't strong enough,
So why did I trade love for lust
In return for broken trust?
Well it wasn't worth it.
God I committed this sin,
Goes to show that no one is perfect.

I played with fire fueled by infidelity.
Watched it go down in flames,
Saw it go down in shame.
Played with the fire that burned down this place.
I'm left sweeping up the ashes of mistakes that I've made.

I need to sober up,
But I just filled my cup.
It's safe to say that I'm banged up.
The images replay.
I should have called in sick that day.
Maybe then you'd be here with me.

If you could look me in the eyes
And bypass lies,
Maybe then you'd see that I'm real this time.
I'm not the boy that I used to be.
So take a chance, take a chance with me.
Leave behind your insecurities.
I can give you the world,
So come with me.
I'd take you to the moon to see.
I'm begging please, take a chance with me.

I wanted to apologize.
It's like my words just don't come out right.
These are my feelings,
Something you'll probably never read.
I just want to tell you
That I'm sorry.