Letra Off the wagon Julien Baker

Off the wagon

Drivin' the block
To put off getting home
It's a whole lot of work
To get a little bit stoned
I'm threading the needle
Changing the dose
'Til I'm immune to
The cure

When you have not a thing else
Left to look forward to
Outside of hitting the road
Burning one after
Your shift at the restaurant
Getting a ride to the show

It makes sense
To wanna feel good
It makes sense
To want not to feel
They say living is
Something that you choose
But it makes sense
With no chips left to lose

Everybody knows you're off the wagon
Still hanging on for dear life
While it's dragging you beneath the wheels
Think you're finally finding out the pageant
Ain't worth it, no one does it right
You get the hand you get and try
To deal