Letra Letter to agony Ben Kweller

Letter to agony

Oh, darling
I'm not doing so well
I'm so alone, I just wanna come home
My spirits, they finally fell

Girl, you know
I never feared death before
Out of the blue, I feel like I am walking through tunnels down to the door
Every day, I'm scared more and more

Personal power
I used to have so much
Yeah, I could move mountains and fight off the demons
But I lost my sense of touch

So lovesick
Worse than I ever knew
All of your sweet talk and fine lines that you walk
Are making me mad at you
And I wanna be mean to you

But it pains me to say that
'Cause I know it's not real
How can brain chemicals, small and so stupid
Completely change how I feel?

Connect the cable to my brain and rewrite
The last forty days and all of the toxic waste
Spewing from me tonight
I fear there's no end in sight

I love you so much it'll push you away
Push you away from me
And then I will hate, hate myself more
Than I do currently
My love's extreme

Oh, Lady Libra
Where's the balance now?
Both sides you see, but there's no more sides left to me
Let me just take my bow

No, I won't deny you
Though I wanted it all
But I played the angel who sits at the table
And won't ever take the fall
Like the ref who can't make the call

My sweet, sweetest sweetheart
With those honey bear eyes
I won't let my craziness hold back your happiness
And watch the years pass you by
You deserved a much better guy
Now I'm no longer scared to die
Just please bury me where you will be
Next to you for eternity
No, I'm no longer scared to die

I love you so much it'll push you away
Push you away from me
And then I will hate, hate myself more
Than I do currently
My love's extreme