Letra Changes Call Me Karizma

Changes

If I was to say I am to blame
For all of this sadness and all of the pain
Would you listen and grant me forgiveness?
If I was to claim that I have changed
And prove to the world in all of the ways
That I'm different, would it make a difference?

I started writing songs because I saw a video on MTV
Eminem and MCR were on my screen
10 years old and had a dream
Mom and Dad were sad to see I gradually was running from the path they handed me
A fantasy, "You'll never be a superstar
Morgan, don't change who you are"
But I was fucking selfish so I bit the hand and chew?d too far
By the time 2009 had came and gon?
I saw the signs of all the demons in my mind
A freshman starting senior high
I sat in class and realized I'll never be that perfect son
Never wear a business suit and hate my day 'til work is done
I've made some shitty choices but now changing is what I'm working on
I tried to be two guys at once but now it's time to [?] number one

If I was to say I am to blame
For all of this sadness and all of the pain
Would you listen and grant me forgiveness?
If I was to claim that I have changed
And prove to the world in all of the ways
That I'm different, would it make a difference?

I never thought my life would turn into the mess that it did
I would love to be depressed if that's as bad as it gets
And, no, I never would've guessed I'd be affected like this
And be accused of things I didn't commit
But I am guilty of this, I stopped music for the reasons I love
I met my fans but only cared about the girls on the bus
I was thinking about myself instead of those who I trust
And I forgot about the nights I spent alone, feeling stuck
At 19 I was touring, thinking I was important
Knowing one day I'd be driving in Porsches
Talk about losing focus, now I'm 24 and all my shows are cancelled 'cause this rockstar life was more than I could handle
Light the candles, it's a funeral, I hope you attend
It's time to put to rest the shit I did and things that I said
I was stupid and I promise I won't do it again
I can't change who I was but I can change who I am, yeah

If I was to say I am to blame
For all of this sadness and all of the pain
Would you listen and grant me forgiveness?
If I was to claim that I have changed
And prove to the world in all of the ways
That I'm different, would it make a difference?

(Would it make a difference?)
(Would it make a difference?)