Letra Asthmatic Spineshank

Asthmatic

It starts to tear me down
Destroyed by what I create
It left the nerve exposed
Feels like a lost cause
Frustrations all I have left
Its what reduced me to this
Turned me against myself
Its still a lost cause

I cant keep doing this to myself
But its the only way to forget who I am

Your disability
Kept pushing me away
It went beneath whats so real to me
And threw it all away
I underestimated
The lengths that you would have gone
To deny who you are
You threw it all away

I will keep doing this to myself
cause its the only way to forget who I am

I never wanted your help
I never needed your help
This failure has to be all mine all mine now
Ill turn my back on myself
If its my only way out
It can only help me if it hurts

I wont give into, I wont give into...
I wont become one with your lies

I never wanted your help
I never needed your help
This failure has to be all mine all mine now
Ill turn my back on myself
If its my only way out
Im too tired to feel anything anyway

I will keep doing this to myself
cause its the only way to forget who I am

I never wanted your help
I never needed your help
This failure has to be all mine all mine now
Ill turn my back on myself
If its my only way out
Im too tired to feel anything anyway

I have become one with your lies