Letra Now Allison Crowe

Now

As I walk this hall alone I wonder exactly why it is I'm leaving
When there's nothing there for me return to
Other than blind faith with a lack of believing
And not to say that I have nothing
I have everything and I am grateful
But my head is trying to tell me something
In this state of mind I feel so hateful
And I don't understand and I'm not gonna try to

Because now that I've seen it
I couldn't run away, no
Even if I wanted to, yeah
Now that I've seen it, Oh
Even though I'm leaving now
Every bit of me is still there

Well I am filled with a quiet resolution
And questions posed without solutions
And in my realm of indecision
Finally I feel as though I can see something
And though this beacons ever fast
And I can't revisit without rehashing
When I'm stuck in where I created fear
I cannot fix myself from here
And I am starting to understand
You see, the state I believe something

Because now that I've seen it
I couldn't run away, no
Even if I wanted to, yeah
Now that I've seen it, Oh
Even though I'm leaving now
Every bit of me is still there

Well the amount of times I've seen the edge
Of my own head is unrelenting
The thought falls out and I am left
With thoughts that move without consenting
When all I want is peace
And all I want to believe in is
Knowing without seeing, wanting without fear

Now that I've seen it, I couldn't run away, no
Even if I wanted to, yeah
Now that I've seen it, Oh
Even though I'm leaving now
Every bit of me is still there