Letra Im the best at running my life From Autumn To Ashes

Im the best at running my life

I've boarded up the windows
To keep the morning from intrusion
I've left it on the doorknob,
Could you please just not disturb
On days like this we find it so hard to push ourselves up and out of bed
When nothing falls in favor of
I have so many thoughts
I would like to explain to you
But i dont know just how to communicate
I cant take this body shaking
Dress and well beagin
Nights can be so violent when beds become vacant
So now i've blown it once again,
This would have been the last offense and
You should have been here months ago with openarms and honest face
Adressfull doubt
You've ever felt frustration well i'm choking on it now
And it'sthe hardest thing for me to shake
I'd it because of this vacancy that you swear to believe?
Honestly honest me,
With a look that's so deceiving
I'll bite chew swallow and digest the hands that feed me
With a Bayonet for a tongue,
Swallow swords inadvertently,
And to the organ flame I'll maintain a close adjacenct
I have so many themes;
I would love to explain to you
Farewell to you
Farewell to all the days you were,
Whithin my reach,
And as of right now everything is making perfect sense